still stuck with the google madness.
since my google window is there and waiting, might as well use it.
funny how desperate i am to find happiness. DESPERATELY DESPERATE.
tinype ko yung "how to deal with heartbreaks." and it wasn't really a big help. i cant believe i have heard of every single advice already. i know them by heart. it was too general. it was useless. i cant believe i actually thought of this. crazy i know, but i am hopeless.
sorry, for making you guys depressed with my posts. i know i should keep this for myself but you see, supressed feelings are dangerous for your health.
so perhaps, the guy might die early.
aside from his vices, there are many ways for him to die early.
(joke lang nga)
and i dont want to be like him. atleast not YET.
how to be happy?
sheesh! i almost forgot that. (yes, i've googled it down too!) give me time, and i'll be doing that. SOON SOON!
i just need a break away from the life i have here in manila. away from the heartbreak. away from him.
GOSH! he was so good of an actor a while ago. he must be getting an award anytime sooner. i'll make him one. i was definitely invisible to him the whole damn time. and the nerve to even join us at banana king. MASAYA SYA EH! best actor. ang galing nyang pagmukain akong invisible sa paningin nya. heres the catch, mas magaling nga lang ako. an award waiting for nica there.
i need EXTREME disneyland rides. psshhhhhh! DISNEY! tangena. how can i get over when everything around me reminds me of him. mapa sa HK. DISNEY DISNEY! (inaasar ko lang sarili ko).but still, gusto ko lang magbati kami. yun lang. para lang sa peace on earth.