i havent been posting blog entries on multiply ever since mackyboy left for california. and i felt as if my english is getting worst than ever. you see, if you were reading my multiply blog before, i do try to write stuff in english. for one good reason, CFAD makes you dumb (academically speaking). and my writing just gets suckier and suckier by the day. makes me want to commit suicide (yes, im kidding).
having a blogger was and is either a good thing or a bad thing. i enjoy blogging here. much better than multiply where in i'm obliged to write something worth reading. something that wouldn't bore people. blogging there was more on satisfying others than myself. on the other hand, this made it even harder. speaking/writing fluent english now is a challenge (since i, most of the time use tagalog here). although i enjoy it, i can see the cons right before my very eyes.
fuckity fuck fuck.
i should read books.
me dumb dumb, give me gum gum.
yes, im venting about english. the sad part is, my next entry would be tagalog. and no one could stop me from it. jeez! im not helping myself here.