sorry if i keep on doing this to you
it goes round and round like a cycle
why do i keep on asking myself why you dont trust me?
how can i be so stupid for not even knowing?
you give me chances
a million of them right infront of me
and i bring you down even single time
and it makes you sick
and i do too
im so sick "why do i do this to you?"
and i cant believe that this time
i let others take my place
people you dont know
people who might be better than me
but with a 50-50 chance of screwing up just like i did
and its scary if they dont
cause you might trust them instead of me
and its scarier if they did
cause it'll be all my fault in the end
and it'll be as depressing as now
so let me prove to you something
THAT I AM NOT GOING TO PULL YOU DOWN
i dont want to be like the others
i love you so much and this makes me feel guilty
i'll help you out with this one
lets not trust other people with this
i want you to trust me
like the way you used to
i should better keep my word.