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Image Hosted by ImageShack.us I'm Nica. Age 20. A Fine Arts student, Photographer, Company Artist and a full time blogger. I'm pretty sure you know what I blog about (for the avid readers. ofcourse!). I blog about absolutely anything I could think of and dears, sorry in advanced. Most of them are non-sense. I have a love-hate relationship with cab drivers. I procrastinate a lot. And I love like a hopeless romantic.

I do consider myself a workaholic although again like what I said earlier I PROCRASTINATE A LOT. Money makes me happy. I dance and shout once I touch paper bills that are mine. And the thought of being uber rich in the future just makes me feel contentment in life. LOL!

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Monday, July 28, 2008
i love UST.
10:40 AM

buong gabi nagyayabang ang mga gradeschool-highschool ng metro manila.

ANG YAYABANG NYO!


nung mga 6 something, nagtext si glee sakin na walang pasok.

OH YEAH!

ikalat na ang magandang balita.


Sunday, July 27, 2008
buti nalang.
7:05 PM
kung hindi ako sa UST nagaral...
ayoko na dagdagan. nakakadepress. :))



disney princess.
7:00 PM
naisip ko lang, magkakaroon pa kaya ng bagong disney princess? na sobrang sisikat din hanggang forever? ano kayang nationality nya? filipino kaya?

yuck! anong storya naman nun kung filipino sya?

prinsesang taga squaters tapos...sheesh!

third world country. third world country. ang impossible tuloy. pero kung magkakaroon man nun, sana buhay pa ko. :)



gimme gimme.
5:38 PM
after two weeks of bankruptcy,

ME RICH AGAIN. :)


Thursday, July 24, 2008
die 1130.
11:03 PM
before 11:30 pm strikes.

do list:



welcome back--not!
10:35 PM
tonight, i'm officially declaring
something i wont tell you.




BAGONG GAME.
10:09 PM
10 rules:

  1. must be 1 inch away or more.
  2. no body contact (meaning no hugs, kiss and appear... etc etc).
  3. no staring.
  4. no buzzing.
  5. no galit face.
  6. no smiling face.
  7. no biting. strictly no biting. (see no. 2)
  8. no pacute.
  9. no games. (like "i spy" and lalo na yung "the boat is sinking, group yourselves into 2")
  10. LAHAT BAWAL! I HATE YOU!



motto in life.
2:26 AM
"may the
BEST (quote)friend(unquote)
win."




"yiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!"
2:21 AM
two love love songs for the day. :)



The closer I get to you - MYMP

Ntwine - I hope its you - Ntwine (new)



intramuros.
1:53 AM


maswerteng bata talaga ako. :)) kasi meron ako nito. YEHESS! amp!

para lang may mablog eh noh. hahaha

napanood ko na yung DISTURBIA♥

lalo lang akong nainlove kay shia labeouf

(sige, pronounce mo.)

kung ganyan ba naman ang stalker ko diba? ampupu!

hahalikan ko talaga yan kahit san pa.

MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA!

(grabe! puro pagmamahal na tong blog ko...tapos na yung "friendship" phase.)


Monday, July 21, 2008
hello, nikon d60.
2:29 AM
(strikethrough) DSLR.(slash strikethrough)


Sunday, July 20, 2008
hectic.
12:04 PM
imbis na magumpisa na ko. hindi! im still stuck here, posting useless stuff.

i have to finish this before thurs (which is the day of the much awaited LTS '08). before i could rest and enjoy the island of puerto galera, i have to kill myself first with lotsa stuff.

this week, i must!
misc:



to david.
10:27 AM
life is too short
i'm sorry, i wasn't a friend to you these 4years
we weren't really introduced to each other
and now that you're gone
i feel really bad
that last moment that i saw you
going up the stairs of beato
while i was going down
i ignored you
we had our own lives
we didn't need each other
we knew that from the start
but i know you
and i wish i could turn back time


"praying for your friends is the best thing you could do for them. pray for your anxious friends, angry friends, confused friends, and depressed friends. most importantly, pray for your happy friends. you have no idea what kind of worries they are hiding in the deepest secret of their hearts." -sent by nikkorrr just moments after i got the news of davids death.

SHIT! sorry for the emo stuff. hindi pa nagssink in.



CAMWHORES!
9:18 AM
ngayon ko lang uli tayong nakitang ganitong kasaya, blockada. umeexpand na tayo. ang gagahaman (may ganun ba?) natin sa pictures. mas masaya toh kesa sa dslr. hahaha! sumakit legs ko nyan kakaluhod. :)) panay, "last na" pero nagppicture parin amputa!

MAHAL NA MAHAL KO KAYO! :)


at para sayo naman, joaquin, RETARD MOMENT NO. INFINITY MO NA! ang kapal mong bilangan ako ng retard moment. hindi kita kamuka epal ka. muka kang alien sa close up pic mo. :)) what to do without you?


Saturday, July 19, 2008
mission failed.
8:15 PM
hindi nakanakaw si papa ng dslr ngayon
wala kasing nikon sa lintek na mall
nakakainis!
goal ko nalang talaga eh magkadslr bago magLTS
fun yun
puerto galera
malalayo ako sa mga mahal ko (ehem)
pero fun yun
im excite!
OO
EXCITE!
hindi yan typo
grabe! GRABE!


Friday, July 18, 2008
gossips.
11:44 PM
after more than 4 months of wondering on how the hell can i use my webcam to take pics, now is the time to celebrate.

i knew i had to search this up or else nothing will happen. i will never discover such thing. i am not God though i wish to be.

and yes, i found the answer to my question.

YAWCAM.

HELLO??? you rock. :)




so, it wasn't end of the world tonight. i still have a lifetime to do things, accomplish things, love things (and people as well if you say so.)

the moon is getting cheesier as the nights pass. yuck! and there's one never-ending song that keeps on playing on my head. it leaves this annoying smile on my face. the catch, there's no particular song really. maybe i'm just plain mad (crazy, fyi).

i dont know. he's accepted. like, was a wish granted finally? jeez! the night was crazier than i ever could imagined.

scary night.
(first saved webby cam picture)


me excited for tomorrow. :) dslr date with fatherings. :)
birthdate with fatherings on sunday. :)



law of attraction.
2:46 PM
the powers. :)

it was kind of unexpected, but i guess it is happening. i remember writing down stuff on my multiply blog. some emo crap ftw.

to whom it may concern,

wanted BBF.- best boy friend. i wanted to have this best boy friend at beato. i actually thought i had one before but he isn't existing in my world right now so i must find another one to be like a rebound or something. okay. i know that's kind of mean but honestly, i wanted a BBF around beato. he's not really going to be a rebound. i just felt like saying the "R" word. i dont care if he's archi. you know, like someone you could run to when you're blue. someone who's there almost 24/7. i just thought i'd like one.

Dec 21, '07 5:33 AM
for everyone


YOU ARE A VISION BOARD, MR. BLOGGY.



mr. cool
12:57 PM
papa: ano yung sinasabi mo kahapon?
nica: alin?
papa: yung bibilhin?
nica: ahh..yung dslr?
papa: ano ba yun?
nica: camera.
papa: oh sige bukas, tumingin tayo.
nica: BIBILHAN MO KO??? ;;)
papa: hindi. magnanakaw ako.


YUN YUN EH!!

ang cool mo talaga, fatherhoods! :) advance happy birthday. :) I HEART YOU! :)



happy three friends. :)
1:06 AM
hindi na toh yung sakto. pero pinasaya ako nito ngayong araw. tawang tawa parin ako. pagsasama samahin ko nalang para di masyado mahaba.


Part1
earl: pano kung ikaw yung pinakamayaman na babae sa mundo, pero di ka makakalabas ng kwarto mo, payag ka?
nica: oo. parang sinabi na ni jomp yang sitwasyon na yan kagabi. (referring to 1408 movie)
earl: kasama mo si banjoe hubot hubad tapos kahit anong pwede mong gawin sakanya.
nica: OO NOH!
earl: pero andun si tito robin. (tatay ko)
nica: amp!

earl: eto pa, kasama mo si banjoe, hubot hubad, payag ka?
nica: oo.
earl: pero andun si orange bag sa gilid nakaupo.
nica: BAT SYA NAKAUPO? bat di sya sumali?
earl: dapat nga sasabihin ko si sam milby eh.
nica: BAT HINDI? pogi kaya ni sam. (HINDI SYA BADING! ANO BA!! SHATAP EVERYONE!)

earl: si orange bag at banjoe hubot hubad tapos magkatalikod sila magkadikit ang pwet.
nica: AMP NAMAN! bat magkadikit pwet nila????? (bading amp!)

earl: boylets mo si orange bag, banjoe at si new found arki crush (aka. POGI! I LOVE YOU FOREVER MAGKATERNO EARRING NATIN) (EARRING KASI ISA LANG HIKAW NATIN PAREHO) pero may chorva ka sa dalawang tenga mo.
nica: (para akong alien naman amputa!) pero gusto nila ako? (yun ang importante)

Part2
migz: nica, eto...
nica: wag na miguel, baka kiligin lang ako.

migz: banjoe, jompy or june.
nica: out na si june. (sorry june. mahal kita pero hindi masyadong mahal.)
migz: banjoe or jompy.
nica: (tangena! ang hirap.)
macci: ako din, banjoe or jompy.
nica: BAT KASALI KA?? infairness, magkalevel si banjoe at jompy.
macci: banjoe, jompy or johnny depp.
nica: (WTF??? johnny depp! ewwwwwwwwwwwww...)
*insert johnny depp talks here* blah blah blah! mga epal kayo sa kwento ko.
mga tao: di mo parin sinasagot.
nica: di ba pwedeng both nalang?
earl: ocge, both pero andun si nige nakasilip.
bombee: at si anton.
*OMG! wag nyo nang alamin yung iba pero tae! tawang tawa talaga ako! :))*


di ko nasagot. pero bat magkalevel si jompy at banjoe???? BAKET?? ANONG KALOKOHAN YUN? sex god kaya namin si banjoe. WTF?!


part3
nica: gusto mo ng word of the day?
macci: ocge
nica: Huffman
nica: kalahating lalake.

AMP! TAWANG TAWA AKO NYAN POTA! sorry. ang babaw ko ngayon. im a happy person. :D

new found smiley \m/('', )\m/ rackers! ehmo panks.



dealing real life situations.
12:36 AM
para akong bumaba sa karwahe
parang prinsesa na hindi pwedeng
madapuan ng kung anong insekto
nakakagulat
parang hindi makatotohanan
pero siguro nga totoo
gising naman siguro ako

humiga sa kutchon na ubod ng lambot
yakap ang isang kumot
sa malamig na gabi
masarap pumikit
at pakiramdaman lang ang hangin
para lang akong nalulunod
sa isang magandang panaginip

sa isang iglap
naging totoo na
ang mga nasa panaginip
nakakagulat
parang hindi makatotohanan
pero siguro nga totoo
gising naman siguro ako

dumating ang prinsipe
nagpanggap na tulad lang ng iba
pero kahit anong pagpapanggap
lumilitaw parin sya sa karamihan
para lang akong nalulunod
sa isang magandang panaginip

nagising ako
di makahinga
di makasalita
ang magandang panaginip nawala
naging isang bangungot
namumulta


Thursday, July 17, 2008
last post ever?--NOT.
9:57 PM
end of the world na daw bukas. dahil sa earthquake. raar!

so just in case end of the world ko na bukas gusto ko lang sabihin tong mga toh kasi wala na kong chance makakuha nito or whatsoever.

marami akong hindi naaccomplish kung bukas patay na ko. kaya hindi pa ko dapat mamatay. kung hindi, magmumulto ako.



:( part2
12:33 AM
nakahanap na ata sila ng solution sa plot ng buhay naming lahat. WOW! hanep! i love life.

may panahon pa kong magpayaman.


PAGLAKI KO...
HINDI AKO MAGIGING TULAD MO. :D



ehem: part2.
12:27 AM
"sabi naman sayo...















sa susunod na gawin ko yun...di ko na nga mapipigilan..."



no chance, no way.
12:16 AM
"atleast out loud,

i wont say i'm

IN LOVE..."

-megara to the muses.
(disney movie: hercules)


Sunday, July 13, 2008
utang na loob.
3:38 PM
pagmasama yung ugali mo, kahit anong tago mo nun, lalabas at lalabas ang tunay mong kulay.

dati ayoko pang maniwala eh. syempre, malay mo biased lang si mama. nananaig parin ang love sakin nung mga panahon na yun. pero ngayon, na nagsasalita na rin si papa tungkol dito. pati narin ang mga tito at tita ko, hindi na dapat ako magpabulag. pati ba naman mga pinsan ko madadamay pa. sumusobra na talaga sila.

mas importante pa ba ang pera? UTANG NA LOOB NAMAN! ipamukha pa daw ba ang utang na loob.



now i miss lolo jack more. please visit my dreams again. PLEASE!
ngayon naisip ko na na may kilala akong 2 great guys. yung isa dun yung hindi pa ganun ka GREAT. and yung GREAT talaga, si lolo jack. wala akong mapipintas sayo. i miss you soooooooooo much! i love you! (how i wish i often said that to you before.)

enough! this makes me cry.



:(
1:07 PM
ang hirap.

naisip ko lang na mas okay pala na love life nalang yung problema ko sa buhay. atleast yun, ako lang yung namomoblema. walang ibang taong masasaktan kung hindi ako lang. ngayon, na masaya lang talaga ako. eto na yung pinakahihintay kong plot ng buhay ko.

hindi ko inisip na sa ganitong klaseng problema pala ako madadali ng buhay. dito ako amateur eh. sa mga ganitong problema. dito ako walang experience. kung sa love life mo ko tatanungin, masasagot kita. pero kung dito, hindi kita matutulungan. parang sarili ko ngayon, hindi ko rin matulungan.

bat kaya kailangan tong mangyari? ganyan ba sila ka heartless? ka selfish? hindi pa ba sila contento? they had everything already.

now, everyone is just giving up on them.



it started with a kiss.
3:12 AM

ULTIMATE NICA'S LAW OF ATTRACTION VISION BOARD--YET.

grabe na! as in grabe na to. watch it, and watch my life to get what im saying.

i'm super in love with this. forever forever. :)




battle of the brains.
1:26 AM
yippee! finally, got to sleep after one literal sleepless day.

i've been itching to blog this for days now. and everyday, it seemed to pile up as ever. i wont go for details. i just need my keywords to remind me.


i realized that i'm not opening up anymore. not even to myself. is that a good thing or what?
3am. i should doze off again. tomorrow is plate day.


i'm waiting for that day when i could finally sing this song to someone worthy of it.

you first believed - chicka

How many times did I pray
You'd find me
How many wishes on a star
Gazing off into the dark
Dreaming I'd see your face
Safe at home unafraid
Captured in your embrace

So many times
When my heart was broken
Visions of you
Would keep me strong
You were with me all along
Guiding my every step
You are all that I am
And I'll never forget

It was you who first believed
In all that I was made to be
It was you looking in my eyes
You held my hand
And showed me life
And I've never been the same
Since you first believed


Friday, July 11, 2008
lalalalala.
10:32 AM
i discovered something last night.

www.happysongs.nl


akalain mong may ganyan talaga. hahaha! wala lang. ang saya ko lang. :)) may back-up playlist na ko kung ganun. :)


Thursday, July 10, 2008
isang ghost story.
10:09 PM
may nakita pala kaming moomoo ni khan kagabi sa may pav3.

waaah! sana hindi na maulit yun kung hindi, iiyak ako! :((



EPAL!
10:05 PM
ang pacute mo. promise! sobrang pacute ka! baby talk ka pa ng baby talk. feeling mo baby ka pa! ang tanda mo na kaya! mas matanda ka pa sakin. nakakairita ka na ah! KALA MO CUTE KA!!!??? EPAL KA!! feeling bata.

PACUTE KA!!

ang masama nga lang,
gumagana yung pacute mo sakin.

ayiii....kilig me. :)



namiss kita today. di ata ako sanay na hindi ka nakakasama. yuck! dependent. :))



:)
12:16 AM
how come it feels perfect?
everything.






cute.
together.
cute.
together.

(things i hate on secret-ISH blogs.)


Wednesday, July 9, 2008
stick around
11:54 PM
favorite love song to my favorite love.

Stick Around - Azure

FOREVER FOREVER! i still get giddy whenever i hear this. HOE EMM! (shit! im spoiling a 2 year old secret.)



mga garapal.
11:28 PM
kahapon pala ay sinelebrate ko ng magisa ang

NATIONAL PULUBIS DAY!

tangena, naglipana sila na parang plague na nakamamatay. alam kong sanay na ko sa mga difficult people sa paligid ng ust pero ibang level kahapon.

sabihin na natin, sa isang araw, may atleast ISANG bata o matandang pulubi na magbbeg sakin na bigyan ko sila ng piso o ng inumin na hawak hawak ko that moment. okay lang yun eh. sobrang okay lang talaga. wala akong ipagdadamot sakanila.

PERO KAHAPON!!!

tangena. sa topsizz palang may APAT (oo, apat) na nahumingi. at infairness, may laminated paper pa sila ah. yung mga baryang binibigay sakanila, pinanglalaminate lang ata nila ng mga papel nila panghingi ng pera. buti pa sila may pang nitz. eh kami ngang mga studyante walang pera magpalaminate sa nitz. nakakairita pa, iisa isahin pa kaming hingan kahit na may nabigay na yung isa samin. amputa!

sorry, Lord. sumosobra na sila eh.

akala ko dun na mageend eh. PERO HINDI! hanggang gabi may humihingi sakin ng pera. TINGIN NYO BA MAY PERA PA AKO? magtrabaho nga kayo! ang tatanda nyo na. wala pa kayong kapansanan. fine! wala kayong pinagaralan pero may mga yumayaman kahit na di nakapagaral. di nyo ba naisip yun? para naman sa mga bata, magaral kayo! may mga libreng paaralan dyan. tapos pagtanda nyo, sasabihin nyo na kaya kayo namamalimos kasi wala kayong makuhang trabaho dahil wala kayong pinagaralan. BULLSHIT!

oo, alam kong wala akong karapatan magsalita ng ganito kasi may kaya yung pamilya ko. at hindi ko kailangan pagdaanan yung pinagdadaanan nyo ngayon. pero UTANG NA LOOB naman, hindi naman siguro kayo tanga diba? hanggang dyan lang ba yung gusto nyong maachieve sa buhay?

ayaw nyo bang guminhawa yung buhay nyo? ayaw nyo bang makawala sa paglilimos lang sa kalye?

DO YOU REALLY WANT TO BE THAT MISERABLE?

sabi nga ni jomp, ang solution daw sa poverty ay cold climate. tama nga. maraming namamatay sa america pagnagssnow.

to my dear difficult people, PAGNAGSNOW BIGLA SA PILIPINAS...alam nyo na yung sign. at kung nabasa nyo tong blog entry kong toh, AMPUTA NAMAN! PINANGIINTERNET NYO PA YUNG PERANG BINIBIGAY SAINYO. ipunin nyo kaya yan pangpagkain nyo.



banjoe.
1:20 AM
sa sobrang kapogian mo.
sinira mo buhay ko.

nabangag yung utak ko.

naalala mo ba nung unang pasok ko ng fx?
nung naipit ang cute kong bag
at nasabi ko bigla ang napakatamis kong "FUCK!"

naalala mo ba noong inabot mo sakin ang sukli ko?
nung nagdikit ang mga palad natin ng 1 second.

naalala mo ba nung nagdampi ang ating mga pagkatao?
nahaplos ng iyong biceps ang aking deltoid.

noong nagtulog tulugan ako
at sumabay sa agos ng lubak ng kalye.

noong bumaba ka at nakasabi nanaman ako ng
matatamis na salita
tulad ng "ay pota!" at "taena!"
dahil high top na pala yun.
sabay pala tayo dapat bababa.
HINDI MO KO GINISING PUNYETA KA!

wala. NABANGAG AKO! ayoko na ikwento yung mga nangyari dahil baka ibato ko yung laptop ko. ang ganda na ng araw ko eh. AMP!

pasalamat ka, ikaw parin ang sex god namin. ohheerrr. :)



tanong lang.
1:03 AM
bat ba lapitin ng stalker yung blog ko?



beck-peck.
12:39 AM
OMG!

may cute na akong bag. bagong cute na bag. bagong uber cute na bag.
bagong uber cute na lisa frank bag.


HOE EMM!

grabe yung kasiyahan na nadulot nito sa buhay ko.

gusto kong magpasalamat sayo, joaquin. pinasaya mo yung araw ko. masaya din ako kasi slight lang yung paglaro natin ng "i spy". nakakapagod yun eh.

hahaha! wala kang bag. ako meron. :)


tae lang talaga kasi hindi tayo nagsushi. naubos pa pera natin. promise, broke na ko. :)) broke-ish. pero okay lang. i needed this day. ang sarap yumakap ng toy kingdom plastic na uber laki at manginggit ng mga batang walang toy kingdom plastic na hawak. BWAHAHAHAHA!

(strikethrough) cute backpack (slash strikethrough)

gusto ko na syang gamitin bukas. kaso dala ko yung laptop ko. sana kasya yung laptop ko. HOE EMM! ang saya ko parin.

thank you, joaquin. i lab yow forever and ever and everness. FREE HUGS. >:D<

g--go--goo--goo--goooo---duh---duhh--gooo--duhh---goodhh--ju--juhh---j--juuh--bhh--jjubbbhh

GOOD JOB!

"we were built in pairs."
(shet! may bruise ako.)


Tuesday, July 8, 2008
rainbow of magic.
9:29 PM

finally, napicturan ko na yung (well, hindi yung escalator) stairs nung lipton milk tea chenes sa MRT. ngayon lang tong stairs eh. pero ang cute nya. mas cute sa escalator. buti dala ko yung cam ko. SHET! ang ganda! ang sarap umakyat baba lang dito. basta ba ganyan ka cute yung hagdan diba?

gagawin ko ngang ganyan yung hagdan sa beato. kahit walang elevator wala akong pake. masaya akong aakyat ng 8th floor.



i make mistakes.
8:41 PM
childhood love
its nice to see you again
after more than ten years
who would have thought
that we'd get the chance to talk
we grew up so fast
you were so near yet so far
more than ten years ago
we were on that slide
and now you are with me
talking about our lives in a cab
it was nice to see you again
childhood love



you might have been my first crush
who knows?
the sad part is
YOU ARE GAY
and we might even like the same guys
why the fuck are you gay?
why didn't i sense that coming?

darn it!
YOU ARE GAY
childhood love


Monday, July 7, 2008
dahil masama ako.
10:52 PM
naisip ko lang.

pag college na, nagiiba na yung mga reputation ng mga tao. yung mga popular nung highschool, nagiging loser or normal people lang. yung mga loser, nagaastang popular. yung mga normal dati, popular na. yung mga hindi kilala, well..di parin kilala. ganun lang ang ikot ng buhay.

nothing is constant.


pero, whatever ka parin! malaki lang bahay nyo feeling cool ka na. (sorry) amp! ang bait ko nagsorry pa ko. pero to be honest with you, hindi bagay sayo.



ehem.
10:07 PM
"baka sa susunod na gawin ko yun...









...di ko na mapigilan sarili ko."



kiliti.
9:09 AM
found this while fixing my messy (no not my lungga. how i wish my lungga looked exactly like that) laptop files.


vision board.

saw this shop at hongkong. all stuff there are expensive. the cheapest i could find was a hundred dollar ring (around 600 pesos). most of the stuff there are made of multi-colored glass. similar to the murano glasses in venice, italy that i've been hooked to when i was a kid (i wonder were my collection is now).

anyway, since the stuff are expensive. from the rings, chukchaks, staplers, to the chairs, lamps and mirrors, my mom wanted me to make some instead.

yeap! someday, mother.

yayaman ako! :))



najinx ko ata.
8:11 AM
wala nanaman si mam mortel.

nagbabalak syang magmakeup class bukas.

after photo probably.

patay na ko!

di ata kami matutuloy sa tuesday.

wala akong bag na makukuha.

walang movie.

walang sushi day.

tae!

MAM NAMAN! PLEASE! MAAWA KAYO.

tae!



last night.
7:53 AM
wow! paint.

haven't used paint in ages.


i was emo-ing last night, leaving my emo blog entry on drafts. (since i got okay after 30 minutes or so.) so, instead of writing it. i drew it (on paint).

there you have it.


if i were to describe the image, (would i do that? guess so.) well, it is composed of confusion, being trapped into something, the mixture of good and bad things, questions, love, chaos of some sort. and there's a key on top, the key might just represent something. like, being freed, or having the answers to my questions, or just simply be the problem solver of this whats-it.


nica is happy.
i'm just fucking emotionally challenged right now.
darn it!


Sunday, July 6, 2008
do list.
5:40 PM
mon:
tues:
wed:
thurs:
fri:
sat:



on supernatural.
3:47 PM
dean: BITCH!
sam: why'd you call me bitch for?
dean: you're supposed to say "jerk".
sam: WHAT?
dean: never mind.



youtube.com
3:45 PM
thank you for waking me up. :)



isang linggong pagibig.
12:39 PM
ang bilis ng linggo. PROMISE! parang kelan lang, wala kaming adprac dahil nagtext si mam. parang kelan lang nagtheo kami sa may domus. parang kelan lang nagoil paint kami na ginawa kong fairy.

ang bilis. monday nanaman.

ayoko ata ng mondays or siguro di ko pa naffeel ang monday classes. ayoko din ng tuesday kasi wala naman akong dslr pa. ang init pa sa labas. tas 12 agad uwian. mabuti sana kung aalis ako every after class.

paborito ko yung wednesday kasi parehong may ginagawa sa class tapos major pa tapos hanggang gabi kami.

thursday naman sobrang nakakatamad kasi 4 pa yung class. akala ko nung una mas gugustuhin kong pumasok ng 4. dalawang linggo ko kasing di nafeel na pumasok ng 4 kasi maaga nagpapacheck si sir pollarco ng studies ng thursday. nung finally nafeel ko nang di ako papasok ng maaga, AYUN! tinamad ako. 6 na ko pumasok. pero gusto ko din yung thursday classes. masaya kasi panggabi.

ang ayoko lang sa saturday eh yung fact na hindi ako susunduin dahil 4 ang uwian.

gusto gusto ko ang classes till 9 kasi sinusundo ako.

grabe! ang tamad kong pumasok. (pero mackyboy, pumapasok ako promise! wag kang magalala) late ako lagi. pano kasi, unang una, hindi naman nagllate yung mga prof. kaya ang tapang ko. pangalawa, nakakatamad magising lalo na ngayon na hindi naman nagmamadali si tito onat. dati kasi lagi syang nagmamadali kasi madamig pinapagawa sakanya si papa. ngayon, inaantay talaga nya ko. pangatlo, ang sarap malate. buong buhay ko lagi akong maaga. simula pa nung bata ako. ako yung unang nasa room lagi at nagsusulat ako sa board ng mga kailangan for the day, prayer leader at board monitor.

ANG SARAP MALATE!

pero yun nga, papasok nanaman ako ng maaga starting tomorrow. 7 nasa school na ko. AMP! namimiss ko na yung pavs eh. dun kami kilala eh. papasok ako ng maaga. promise! (shet! wait.) TTRY KO TALAGA.


Saturday, July 5, 2008
wanted.
9:33 PM

"kill one, save a thousand."
the BEST action film EVER EVERRRRRRR!! or, i dunno. FOR ME IT IS.

angelina jolie was so fucking cool! never liked her before. i remember sleeping at the movie house when we watched tomb raider. i just didnt like her from the start, til now. one theory of not liking her before might be because of brad.

SHE STOLE HIM FROM ME. lucky girl, right thurrr. lucky girl.

that guy, wilson (wait wilson ba? or shet! pinagsama ko.) wesley gibson, was so cool too. he reminds me of someone. and because i said that, i should stop there.


GRABE!!! COOOOLLLL!!! uber fucking cool!!

fbfdbfdsbfdsjnfj;dlkqfhiojdajpqojpdx;

emotions emotions.

the movie was worth it.

it was worth my 150. (so, 550 minus 150 for movie ticket and 100 for BK equals 300 weekly savings) DARN IT!

i was about to starve myself to death just to watch it (but i didn't. i still bought whopper jr. for myself. SCREW SAVING!) worth the starving (if ever i did starve myself). it was...whoa! WHOA WHOA WHOA!

watched it alone, btw. and it was fun. it was just like watching dvd on my laptop. only, i was around strangers.

you guys should watch it. PROMISE!



stuff girls love.
9:11 PM
i last went to this site when i was around grade5 i think. and fate brought me back today. it looks really different now. i cant believe it still exists. (i'm referring to the site)

and yeah, well. there was one point in my life when i actually thought that its gone. jeez! i was so obssessed with you when i was a kid. and until now i guess. i just cant waste my money with this unlike when i was a kid. CFAD is an expensive course and lisa frank cant compete with all the expenses i make.

i went to toy kingdom a while ago to check the lisa frank backpack that jomp will give me REAL soon. sheesh! when i got there, HOE EMM! i was fucking smiling alone.

worse comes to worst, ill get the dolphins. they form a heart dont they? i think its cute. :) but i fell in love with kitten bubbles first (or are they just kittens now?) i have no idea what they're called now a days. i remember memorizing everyone of them 10 years ago.

i'm too old for this. i know that. but who cares. i'll always be the "lisa frank" char calls. :)


joaquin, this is the "i love you, jompy. in advance. :)" for. HAHAHA! now you know.


(magiiloveyou uli ako sa tuesday. kasi alam kong papasiyahin mo ko! TAE KA! wag mo ijinx.)


Friday, July 4, 2008
first rest day of the school year.
9:20 PM

PD rocks when its digital. i'm just not sure how possible that it could be printed.

spent my day watching supernatural season2 and making around 7 PD studies. one of which is the d&g on top. i'm hoping that he'll pick this. i don't and won't care if i do this manually. (fine! i still want it digital.) SOOO cute! :)

fun fun day. it was rest day. just forgot to update my planner. anyhoos, i still have tomorrow to update.

i got to save around 600pesos this week. i'd probably spend a hundred tomorrow. makes me save 500 (which is sooo not bad).



I BADLY NEED SWEETS. I NEED FRESH MILK! i cant believe we're out of stock. IMMA DIE NOW! :((



dear love.
9:05 PM
don't blame me for not believing you anymore.



:(
12:12 PM
its dark, looks like it'll rain
forgot that its past 5 in the afternoon
it won't rain then
it's just dark
it'll be night soon
and i'm on my way to school
yeap! school
i'm in a cab right now
the driver told me someone just died
poor man
poor life
did he enjoy living?
did he enjoy his last breath of smoke?
his last wind blowing ride on his motor?
did he party good?
did he work better?
did he love best?
did he love life as much as i did?




12:08 PM
just in case you forgot,
I LOVE YOU.



mahal ko parin ba kayo?
12:04 PM


Thursday, July 3, 2008
\:D/
2:55 PM
mahal kong papa,

salamat kasi bibigyan mo ko ng increase sa baon next month. malas lang dahil kaka-july lang so magaantay pa ko ng mga 20 plus days para maincrease ang baon ko. 300 a day na daw ako. so sa malamang, kung magiipon na talaga ako. pwede akong makaipon ng 1000 a week. KUNG MAGIIPON AKO. pero sa malamang, may 500 na kong maiipon.

problema lang, ayaw ata akong bayaran ni papa sa pagpapaprint ko ng menu kahapon. wala daw kasing resibo. so mamumulubi ata ako this week. NANAMAN! pero pipilitin ko parin sya mamaya. TAE!

hindi talaga ako mahilig kumuha ng resibo. hindi ko kasi magets ung point ng resibo dati. ngayon gets ko na.

KUMUKUHA PALA NG RESIBO PARA MASINGIL MO SA MAGULANG MO YUNG NAGASTOS MO.

OO, MALI PARIN YUNG PAGKAGETS KO.

nasabi ko na rin pala yung tungkol sa dslr. YEHEY!! bibilhan na ko ni papa.

MAHAL NA MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA! masyado mo na kong minamahal pabalik.

LABYU!!!!!!!

mahal kita kahit ayaw mong imassage yung leeg ko. :( dibale, may PAU liniment naman daw kami. AMP! WALANG AWWW SA PAU! (mabango sya na ewan.)


Wednesday, July 2, 2008
poser ako.
11:49 PM
dramatic lang pag nakahiwalay yung sa realization.

eexplain ko ba kung baket ganun? ewan, basta nafeel ko sya kahapon.

ganun talaga yun noh. kahit pa ayawin mong maging attached sa isang tao o bagay, parang hindi mo talaga mapipigilan. may ganung factor talaga. parang kalaban sya na kailangan mong patayin. kailangan mong pigilan yung sarili mo kasi takot kang masaktan.

ayaw mo na kasing masaktan uli. parang tanga lang kasi kung mauulit at mauulit. lalo na kung paulit ulit lang din yung taong nananakit sayo.

"minsan akala mo ang dali lang nung sitwasyon. na, pinapadali mo nalang talaga. pero sa huli, pota! andun ka nanaman pala sa dating lugar. sa parehong kalye. sa parehong aspaltong tinapakan mo noon at sinumpang di na babalikan pa." -bob ong

HAHAHA!! joke lang. hindi si bob ong nagsabi nyan. ako talaga nagsabi nyan. baka murahin nya ko pagnabasa nya secret blog ko.


nangangarap ka ng paulit ulit na sana maging masaya ka. nakukuha mo naman pero minsan hindi maiiwasan na hindi malungkot. tapos parang akala mo may mali na talaga. pero wala naman talaga.

tapos matatakot ka na masaktan uli. gagawa ng mga paraan para maiwasang masaktan. sa kakaiwas, hindi mo alam yun pala yung magdadala sayo sa mga ayaw mo.


uyy grabe na sa drama! antok na me. :)) lumelevel yung thoughts ko for tonight.
ako kunwari si bob ong. :)



one realization.
11:45 PM
then you're attached.
then you're hurt.


Tuesday, July 1, 2008
its official.
2:29 PM

nung isang gabi sabi ni teta na hindi nya maopen yung blog ko.

christia espiritu: nica!!
christia espiritu: bat di ko mabuksan secret blog mo?
nica: WEH???
nica: AMP!
nica: bawal na kasi ung mga panget
nica: may nilagay akong code
nica: pang firewall
christia espiritu: eee..
christia espiritu: hahaha..

ewan, hindi naman ako nabother eh. tas biglang sabi din ni kuya ayla kanina na hindi rin nya maopen! AMP AMP!!


so yan, guys, OFFICIAL SECRET BLOG NA SYA! :))

hindi ko na kailangan itago sa inyong lahat kasi kahit alam nyo na, di nyo parin makikita. :))

kung maopen nyo, ibig sabihin hindi kayo panget. :)