3 years palang tayo magkakakilala pero yung pagmamahal ko sainyo higit pa sa kaya kong ibigay. Natutuwa ako kasi nagtatampo tayo sa simplest things. Ang babaw natin sobra. Hindi din natin sinasabi agad agad yung problema sa isa't isa. Tapos bigla nalang may hihila para sa isang H2H. Magsisigawan, magpapatawa tapos magiiyakan. Hindi nawawala yung group hug sa huli. Lagi nalang tayong ganito, may alak man o wala sa tabi ang dadrama natin. Mahal na mahal natin yung isa't isa. Ang sasarap nyo rin batukan pagnakakainis kayo or pag ako yung nakakainis. Hahahaha! Pero mahal na mahal ko kayo, good times man or bad.

Basta, gusto ko lang itatak nyo sa utak nyo na mahal na mahal ko kayong anim (Miss ko na si Geno). Kayong lahat yung bestfriends ko, k? Iba iba lang yung mga tawag ko kaya wag kayong epal. Patampo tampo galore pa kayo.

Pasensya na din kung di ko kayo nakakasama as much as possible kasi may boyfriend ako. Patawad. (Sisihin nyo si Jomp kasi di nya kayang mahiwalay sakin. HAHAHAHAHA! Joke lang. Sana di nya mabasa.)

To my girlsies, I still have 7 pending SB posts. I'll update it when I'm back.

To the boyfriend, pakabait ka jan kung hindi sasapakin kita sa Thursday.

To Adtu, MISS KO NA KAYO SOBRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! :(

I spent almost 3k for 2 days.

Cab fares, frapuccinos, movie tickets, mcdonald's, plates, thesis and cigarettes. Kill me nao. I need to get rehabilitated for being a big spender. Now I'm broke and I even owe my mom 2 hundred pesos. (I need my weekly baon nao. My boss isn't paying me yet.)

I'm so glad the hell week ended. And my prizes were the best ones I could think of. :) Nights infront of the computer, thoughts torned between finishing thesis chapters or taking a nap were crazy. Ever since Monday last week until Thursday this week, all I was looking forward to were nights of nothing but fun. I just wanted to rest, laugh, and forget all the stress.


My boyfriend has girly hands. <3 Yays! :)

Ang saya ng 2 day date namin. 5 days, Kiwi, in 5 days pa tayo magkikita. Hahahaha! Magpapogi ka sa Thursday. :P

I wish I had more time for you.
I know it's going to take a while again.



I'll be back in a week.
Promise! :D

(Or less than a week)

I'm totally spacing out.

10 pm, I sat on my usual spot (my bed) and opened my laptop hoping that I would accomplish something tonight. I feel so pressured right now. In only 3 days, I need to interview atleast 2 photographers, 2 chefs and 2 publishers and I only have tomorrow to do that. Plus, my researches are kinda lacking information. Must do something about it.

I'm so not myself right now. I may look awake but my brain's been sleeping for hours already. Been annoyingly turning my aircon on and off for the past 45 minutes. Now my body's idle only my hands are working. Writing stuff I don't really need to right now just for the sake of self PSYCHOtherapy.

I'm tired. Very much.
Good thing there's someone dear to me who just smiles at me and I'm all good. :)

Four years. Ang daming nangyayari sa four years. Madaming kaibigan na ngayon close mo tapos paglipas ng panahon, hindi mo na din makakausap as constant as before. Much worst, hindi mo na talaga makakausap.

Dear Bff,

There are no words that can perfectly express how much you mean to me. And alam kong hindi ko napapakita yun or nasasabi sayo as often as possible kung gaano kita kamahal. And kung gaano kalaki yung part na naooccupy mo sa puso ko. I'm sorry.

Pero natuwa ako yesterday. I was totally blank the whole time we were talking. Sobrang ang labo nung pakiramdan at nung lugar. Parang hindi perfect moment to talk but there we were. Gusto lang talaga kitang i-hug nun. Yun lang yung way na mapaparamdam ko sayo kung gaano kamali yung mga nararamdaman mo. Ang saya ko nung naghug na tayo ng matagal. Grabe yung iyak natin. Hahaha! Dun lang uli kita nakitang umiyak. Sobrang nanlambot yung puso ko.

Ikaw ang forever BFF ko. (Labo forever best friend forever.) HAHAHA! Shet! Sagwa basahin.
Mahal na mahal kita, k?
Love, BFF.


Dear Lolo,

After 3 long years, nakausap uli kita. Masaya ako na hindi mo me nakalimutan. HAHAHA!

Naalala ko nung grade7 sobrang crush ka ng lahat. Ni hindi nga kita kayang kausapin eh. Tapos nakakatuwa na nung 4th year naging classmate uli kita. Tapos naging close tayo. Sobrang isa ka sa mga lalakeng talaga namang sobrang sweet. Hindi lang sakin pero sa lahat. Ang bait bait mong tao.

Hindi ko alam kung pano nagstart na tawagan natin eh lolo at lola. Pero natatandaan ko lang at hinding hindi ko makakalimutan nung namatay si Lolo Jack tapos sinabi mo sakin na, "Lola, wag ka na malulungkot. Andito pa naman ako eh. Lolo mo din naman ako diba?" I may be in my lowest nung panahon na yun pero talaga namang natouch ako nung sinabi mo yun. I needed that so much.

Last week, nung nagmessage ka sakin ng madaling araw. Kala ko talaga panaginip. Rawr! You are missed. Super! I cant wait for next christmas. I will definitely date you. :) Sana din di ako busy next online ko. Pictionary us.

I love you, Lolo.
Love, Lola.

How can a 16 year old possibly know what he/she wants to be in the future?


---Arguing with self because today, she decides she wants to be a doctor. But I still want to be a preschool teacher and a cool mom.

Too bad I took Advertising Arts as my college course.